SHE MAKES ME WANNA DIE
如果天使不死
1998, Hong Kong, Color, Beta & 16mm
Language: Cantonese
Duration: 30 min
Synopsis
故事大綱
城市在暗黑的斗篷內
傾瀉孤微火光
十八分一秒的閃動
樊籠內非常的眼光亂老竄
遊走街上逃避另一個聲音呼喚
卻踫上了學飛的小精靈
彷彷彿彿
不凡的梵音鼓動拍動的翼
別人流淚時她淚流不已
是飄往別世前的戀眷
還是感召離世前的愉悅
彷彿彷彿
寂寞的天地任她們的蕩翔
一聲叫喊
悶雷
把未融合的十拍慢、慢互扣
是精靈是天使是凡人
再看不到在那裡終結
忽然 鬧市她奕叉肯定的步伐
嗅不著三尺前的精靈
是認知塵世的海
還是脫了俗世的臍帶
誰又能回答?
只好想
-譚健宇
Inside the dark cape
city is blinking
with twinkles flashing
The untamed eyes, trapped in foreign time, and glancing
every one-eighteen second
To escape from an alien summon she runs
runs into a toddling elf
When the night comes …
the enchanting psalm accelerates the vibrating wings
her tear descends when she weeps
is it her nostalgia before floating to the Newfoundland?
is it her ecstasy after enrolled in the Noah?
When the night comes…
Asleep planet they wander with wings
A shout
the smoldering thunder
catalyzes the ten fingers to blend slowly, slowly
Who the angel the elf the human are
doesn’t matter anymore
Suddenly, she marches across the awaken city
can’t even sense her elf three feet away
Was the angel drowned with the ordinary beings?
or has she flown far away?
Who knows the answer?
Only if the Angel doesn’t die
-Daniel Tam
Festival and Screening
1998 Hong Kong Independent Short Film and Video Awards Silver Award in Drama Category
2000 12 Festival, Quand les Lesbiennes Se Font Du Cinema,s Paris